To awaken from our sleep, to be prepared, to throw off the works of darkness
and to put on an armor of light – these were some of messages we received last
week on the 1st Sunday Advent. In these words we heard from Jesus himself last week, we were called to have
hope as we prepared during this holy season of Advent. This Sunday, the 2nd Sunday of Advent, our Gospel message comes from
that John the Baptist, the
last in the line of the great prophets of Ancient Israel. We don’t find John preaching inside the Temple in Jerusalem or in one of the
great centers of learning in Israel. Instead, he comes to us out of the desert.
He presents himself as this strange figure wearing clothing made of camel’s
hair, eating odd foods such as locusts and wild honey. If John the Baptist wandered into our church today, we would probably feel very
uncomfortable in his presence. As John prepares the way of Lord and to make straight the path for his arrival,
his message helps us prepare our hearts and lives for the coming of our Savior
into our world at Christmas.
We might need to open ourselves to a new interpretation of repentance
and to be open to those experiences that God introduces into our lives in order
for us to discern where God is calling us to be challenged and transformed. We might want to think about a time in our lives when we through a process of repentance and transformation. As I reflect upon the cold weather we are having this weekend here in Tupelo, I think of
how I left my job as a CPA to work at a soup kitchen in a very rough inner city
area of the city of Winnipeg, Canada – a place that was very, very cold most of
the year. I went from working in a white collar business world to serving a very
desperate population that was on the fringe of society, and as a missionary, I was called to live a very simple lifestyle that was similar to those whom we
served. Yet, as I look back, I see that whole experience in Winnipeg as a missionary as
a wonderful gift from God, a gift that transformed my life in so many ways. I was so affected by the relationships that I made there, by living amongst the poor and the street people, by sharing their pain, their struggles, and their angst. I would not have the compassion, the deep faith, and spirit of social justice I have today
without having had those experiences. To be honest, I probably would not be a priest today at all without having
worked in Winnipeg as a missionary. At times, it was very raw and challenging working at that inner city soup
kitchen in Winnipeg. I had to endure things I never dreamed I could endure, including riding a bike
all year round in the one of the coldest cities in North America, with ice and
snow covering the ground many months out of the year. I remember riding to midnight mass on Christmas eve in Winnipeg when the real
temperature was minus forty below zero. I also remember lying on the ground in the middle of the street after my bike
hit some black ice on my way back from the soup kitchen late on a Sunday night. I knew I was hurt, as I got up and walked
over a mile back home with my damaged bike.
I didn’t realize until the next morning when I experienced excruciating
pain and was taken into the emergency room that my hip had popped out of its socket
when I wiped out on the ice. I literally
black and blue when the emergency doctor popped it back in. But, looking back, those challenges and these stories that I now can tell were
very small struggles and inconveniences compared to the blessings and the transformation I had from those
missionary experiences. Yet,
I had to be open to metanoia in my life of faith – I had to be open to God’s ability to transform
me and mold me and help me change my ways according to his will.
I remember a seminary friend of mine ask me
if I felt that I would have a metanoia experience as a priest, if I would find
a transforming spirituality in my life as a diocesan priest since we were not
going to be guided by a particular spirituality that a Franciscan or a Jesuit
or any other religious order priest would have guiding and shaping his life. And, really, that is the challenge all of us have as Christians, as followers
of Christ in the modern world. We all need to be open to metanoia, to repentance, to transformation this
Advent season. The coming of Jesus into the world as a little baby in a manger in Bethlehem,
the salvation that his ministry, death and resurrection brought to humanity
transformed everything. How open are we to transformation this Advent season?
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