On the first week on the pilgrimage
trail to Santiago de Compostela, we spent the night in a town named
Estella. I was sitting in the dining
room with a bunch of other pilgrims taking a break after a long day of hiking,
writing in my journal and meditating on the readings from the mass for the
day. I saw an elderly lady sitting
across the table from me. I noticed that
she had some holy cards and a small photo of the Virgin Mary in front of her. She was speaking Spanish with everyone, so I
assumed she was from Spain. I decided to
give her one of the rosaries I had with me, which initiated a several hour conversation
with her and husband who joined us. They
were actually from a small town near Tuscan, Arizona. They told me about the different reasons why
they were walking the pilgrimage trail here in Spain – a family member who had
cancer, nieces and nephews who were struggling with drug addictions, and their
devotion to the Blessed Virgin Mary.
After our conversation, I saw the husband help his wife up the stairs of
the hostel where we were staying. I
thought about the great faith that led this elderly couple to walk 500 miles
across the country of Spain. They could
have thought of a million excuses as to why this pilgrimage would be too
arduous or treacherous for them, but their faith inspired them to embark on
this pilgrimage journey.
Our faith starts with a grace from God,
a gift from God. Faith is not something
we can completely initiate for ourselves.
But, it is not truly faith if we hide it under a bushel basket or
conserve it for safekeeping, if we refuse to use our faith or take any risks
with it. There is a traditional Catholic
prayer called a “Suscipe,” which comes from the Latin word “to receive.” St Ignatius of Loyola, the founder of the
Jesuits, wrote this prayer called the Suscipe of St Ignatius back in the 16th
century: “Take, Lord, and receive all my liberty, my memory, my understanding
and my entire will. All I have and call my own, you have given to me; to you,
Lord, I return it. Everything is yours; do with it what you will. Give me only
your love and your grace. That is enough for me.” We receive so much from God – we receive our
faith from God. But unless we give that
faith back to God – unless we ask God to receive that faith back from us –
unless we put that faith in service for the Lord – then is it really faith?
When Paul was preaching to the people
in the various Gentile cities of the ancient world, he was competing against
those who claimed to have superior power and knowledge. Corinth had grand temple built in the honor
of pagan gods; it was a center of economic and political power; the city of
Corinth hosted a great athletic competition called the Isthmian games every two
years. Paul might have wanted to boast
about his knowledge of and relationship with Christ, of the power and authority
he had in the Church. Yet, instead Paul
is able to say that he would rather boast of his weaknesses, because that it
what allows the power of Christ to live within him. Indeed, in the waters of baptism we rise with
Christ and receive a new life through him.
We live in the reality of Christ’s death and resurrection each day on
our journey through life as his followers.
If we truly allow Christ to live in us, if we allow ourselves to have
faith in him and truly allow that faith to live and drive our lives, then we
will leave a trail of the message of Christ’s death and resurrection whenever
we go in live. In our faith, in the life we have in Christ, in
the power of Christ that shines through all of our flaws and weaknesses, we will
have life beyond our own capabilities.
Our faith will touch lives that we will never realize, and it will go
places that we have never been ourselves.
Our faith will have a life of its own.
Yet, unless we allow ourselves to surrender to Christ and to be united
with him, then and only then will we become the follower of Christ that Jesus
wants us to become.
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